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Hi. I am not going to write the introduction so flowery so I am just going to go straight to the title. Alright, so, obsession. There are many kinds of obsession that we can find in our life. Obsession toward the fictional characters (gotta admit that this is me), obsession toward perfection, obsession toward makeups and beauty, obsession toward a life that is only exist in the television shows, et cetera. There are so many unwritten obsessions up there which I know that each one of you have it and you know yourself better than everyone. But right now, at this moment, I am going to write about this one obsession which we all know that we have this, at the bottom of our heart and mind, deep down inside, one obsession that we cannot resist to have. For me, it is not unintentionally, it is a choice that we made to have this obsession because of the reality around us, the people around us. In which I also admit that I have this, well, so-called-obsession.  It is ...

Okay so, sebelum aku start menaip panjang lebar pasal post kali ni, aku tahu tajuk post ni memang cheesy nak mampus sampai aku pun fikir dua tiga kali samada nak jadikan tajuk ni as the title post ataupun tak. Dan memandangkan aku takda idea untuk tajuk yang lain, terhasil lah post ini dengan tajuk yang cenggitu. Alright so, let's proceed, shall we? Bila fikir balik, ada kaitannya juga aku buat title post gini sebab apa yang aku nak cerita ni memang melibatkan soal hati dan perasaan. Tapi sebelum kau ikut kata hati dan perasaan kau dengan membabi buta, kau kena fikir juga pasal soal hati dan perasaan orang sekeliling kau; especially your family. Aku perasan ramai anak muda remaja zaman sekarang sangat menitik beratkan soal hati dan perasaan pasangan masing-masing sampai diri sendiri punya perasaan dan hati pun diabaikan. And that is when things don't go in what you expected or what you planned time kau tengah hangat bercinta, kau akan rasa diri kau sendiri yang faile...

Hi, assalamualaikum. It has been a while since I posted something and right now I couldn't sleep so I thought like "Why don't I write something on my blog?" (I mean like yea, it's almost 3 AM in the morning when I wrote this  and I really wanted to post something on my blog because it has been... months? Aha.) So yup, the title of this post pretty much explained everything of what I am going to share with you tonight ( l et's just consider it as tonight alright lol ).  To those who painted my life with colors; I used to have bunch of friends. The friends that I thought our friendship will last forever because ya know, aren't childhood friendships and middle school friendships supposed to be like that?  A bunch of friends who always telling me that they will never forget me and talks of "hit us up when you're coming back to hometown," or "Let's hang out next time of your visit," and giving me false hopes because ...